Christina Barrett
Sunday, September 30, 2012
Self-Righteous!
Oh, wow, my parents are so insane and my mom self-righteous that she makes an annoying noise to affect a certain part of my body on the left side because I was upset when she came home because she wasn't acting nicely. I don't deserve to get locke dup in a mental hospital eagerly for being rough and rough-housed mentally|emotionally..
On the Ball
People need to get on the ball! You know, you can be like someone else in some ultimate way and have it look good on you, if you looked good before.
You have to work to keep yourself a certain way sometimes, for some reason. I don't think most people do that.
If you're so interested in someone, then why are you like not like doing what it seems you imply you ultimately are settled upon doing? I mean, you can't beat around the bush and ruin other people's lives.
You have to work to keep yourself a certain way sometimes, for some reason. I don't think most people do that.
If you're so interested in someone, then why are you like not like doing what it seems you imply you ultimately are settled upon doing? I mean, you can't beat around the bush and ruin other people's lives.
Ellen DeGeneres on the Hulk..
YouTube
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So, I've been on it once or twice in my life. It looked like Portia was really having a good time.. I bet it was hardest on her.
It seemed Ellen enjoyed it while she was on, for some reason.
I know, when I go on those rides, not sure why, I feel like I'm totally being blown away, but it's always a ripping experience.
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So, I've been on it once or twice in my life. It looked like Portia was really having a good time.. I bet it was hardest on her.
It seemed Ellen enjoyed it while she was on, for some reason.
I know, when I go on those rides, not sure why, I feel like I'm totally being blown away, but it's always a ripping experience.
Over-Obsession With Certain Parts of My Body
It happened when I talked to my grandma every day.
Now, it plagues me, too much.
It just overcame me in a certain way, and it just keeps pushing at me.
Now, it plagues me, too much.
It just overcame me in a certain way, and it just keeps pushing at me.
Dream
I walked down people and brushed past slightly shorter kids, and it made them feel good for the interim.
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GO RUB IN THINGS AND SEE YOU CAN SUCCESSFULLY WALLOW IN YOIUR OWN FILTH.
AND LEAVE ME ALONE, NIGGER!
AND LEAVE ME ALONE, NIGGER!
MAD
OH MY GOD THIS IS SO STUPID!!!! WHY IS MY MOM'S THUMBNAIL SO SHORT NOW IN THE PINK PART? THIS IS WORTHLESS. THERE IS NO POINT IN STUPIDIFYING YOURSELF. SHE DOES NOT DESERVE THIS, YOU NIGGGER.
Also, I do not wish my life to be based around the wreongs of others, SO TAKE THAT BACK, NIGGER. yOU'RE NOT WORTH IT. JUST **** THAT STUPID GRIN OFF YOUR FACE AND LEAVE ME ALONE, LOSER, YOU GOOD FOR NOTHING DUMB PERSON.
Also, I do not wish my life to be based around the wreongs of others, SO TAKE THAT BACK, NIGGER. yOU'RE NOT WORTH IT. JUST **** THAT STUPID GRIN OFF YOUR FACE AND LEAVE ME ALONE, LOSER, YOU GOOD FOR NOTHING DUMB PERSON.
Dream
I dreamed I went to choir. My clock said 9 and I thought it was 8, but it was 10. There were more girls there my age, and I was happy. The director put her hand on my shoulder so I didn't totally notice, though it gave me a warm, metally feeling. Then, I sat next to her, and she put her arm all the way around me and the other like on my shoulder. The thought was sorta a wild battle. Then, my leg rubbed up against her. Some other thoughts happened. There was glorious music, which I Was really listening to, for a long time, as I left. She followed me out as I weaved other places and didn't see her, a huge church.
It was a little weird, too. The church was like a gymnasium or emporium.
It was just a nice feeling that it happened, but it didn't really feel real for some reason.
The person was glorious. Quite bubbly and sharp.
It was a little weird, too. The church was like a gymnasium or emporium.
It was just a nice feeling that it happened, but it didn't really feel real for some reason.
The person was glorious. Quite bubbly and sharp.
Tim Burton
I don't believe he is more associated with his family than everyone else.
Also, people can continue to live and do things they do because it comes up, stupid!
Also, people can continue to live and do things they do because it comes up, stupid!
Nell Burton?
I just don't care about Nell Burton that much, in a way that says I'm not worth anything. I never got to live. Why was she even like that?
Bothering Me
Also, when I came out of my room, I know my dad looked at getting things dirty in a funny way.
I want to avoid conversing with my parents, more, because it seems to drag on, for some reason.
People act like I keep my parents to myself and that I should do things with them that I want to do with other people.
I want to avoid conversing with my parents, more, because it seems to drag on, for some reason.
People act like I keep my parents to myself and that I should do things with them that I want to do with other people.
Nails
My dad's nails got shorter, too, awhile ago. :/ It just must have been planned, but I think they got a little longer, not sure how, though. My mom's thumbnail is much shorter than before. I thought it was so cool she had long nails.
Tim Burton
Since he isn't really that open anymore because of his daughter, why be open to him as a person?
He doesn't really seem that white, like he thinks. No one thinks so, and he can't seem to chane that,.
He doesn't really seem that white, like he thinks. No one thinks so, and he can't seem to chane that,.
My Mom's Nails
Her thumbnail pink part used to be big, but now it's shorter. It's a lot shorter. }:( WHAT'S GOING ON HERE? GET THE HELL OUTTA MUY LIFE, NIGGER.
Ellen and Johnny
Why does Ellen DeGeneres seem like Johnny Depp, the way she plays around with ideas, echoing his genius?
Bad People
So, people think if your life isn't going well and you "feel" offset that they can start complaining about their problems?
Also, people keep playing traditional games with me about how I like to feel comfortable but not uncomfortable.
This area is pretty trashy like they think they're too good to be ood.
Also, people keep playing traditional games with me about how I like to feel comfortable but not uncomfortable.
This area is pretty trashy like they think they're too good to be ood.
Relaxing
I've also decided to relax more, probably need to wash my bedding. Want to get new bedding tomorrow, though.. 8o
I should probably get a fan, too, to keep out the noise of the cranky cards and like if my parents knock about the house too much, which they don't, mostly.
Also, it's pretty hard to relax around here and keep your cool, for some reason..
I should probably get a fan, too, to keep out the noise of the cranky cards and like if my parents knock about the house too much, which they don't, mostly.
Also, it's pretty hard to relax around here and keep your cool, for some reason..
Stuck in My Head
I can't get some things out of my head. People have programmed me to "look out" for things. I'm not going to act like I'm the one who's bad in this artificial way.
Bothered
So, people are annoying me when I'm still upset and as a result of it and in a bad way.
I'm really mad people are simply promsicuous enough to come into my life and want to make an impression in a knock-about fashion, as though they didn't do anything, and to not ever let me achieve anything.
I feel dispresepcted for who I am, racially, like I'm tacky, in that way. It's been an unpleasant situation, where I'm drawn in to do things I shouldn't have to do, to think things I shouldn't have to think, to not experience the fruits of the labor bestowed upon me.
I'm really mad people are simply promsicuous enough to come into my life and want to make an impression in a knock-about fashion, as though they didn't do anything, and to not ever let me achieve anything.
I feel dispresepcted for who I am, racially, like I'm tacky, in that way. It's been an unpleasant situation, where I'm drawn in to do things I shouldn't have to do, to think things I shouldn't have to think, to not experience the fruits of the labor bestowed upon me.
Parents :|
At 26, as someone who's always good with everyone, you're not supposed to be disciplined for your inner mood.
Other Than Your Parents, Etc..
Why would I study ballet from my dad?
Wouldn't you want to go out in the world and get the people who are best at communicating?
Wouldn't you want to go out in the world and get the people who are best at communicating?
Problems
Everyone has a breaking point.
People use things to justify that they don't have a point, ultimately.
People use things to justify that they don't have a point, ultimately.
What happened?
So, did anyone see the whole world go crashing down since the "n" word thing? Sheesh.
Parents and Kids
I see parents are still disciplining their kids that older young people don't deserve to look up to people Ellen DeGeneres's age as parents, like my age, butI do, anyway.
Young People Today
What do you think it says to young people today to see people from a long time ago treated better, though today these people are dying? Did they live a full life? Hm. Will they go to Heaven? :)
I don't know. All I managed to do was to keep a regular frame, not too shaky. I always sported this oiled over look. My skin, though, also, is a bit dry, yet blubbery. Not very pleasurable. :|
I guess I have my own personality, as a lot of young people do, though many are like stereotypes. I've had some pretty high goals. I don't know how much I can change, at this point. I always wanted a feeble, terse look. I don't want to simply copy people, but I'm working on it.
I don't know. All I managed to do was to keep a regular frame, not too shaky. I always sported this oiled over look. My skin, though, also, is a bit dry, yet blubbery. Not very pleasurable. :|
I guess I have my own personality, as a lot of young people do, though many are like stereotypes. I've had some pretty high goals. I don't know how much I can change, at this point. I always wanted a feeble, terse look. I don't want to simply copy people, but I'm working on it.
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I have this feeling or had that I was in the mental hospital. However, you don't get to like stay in your own room with internet access all day.
Brunettes on Hair Color With Asians
How do you know they had ancestors with light hair?
Anyway, what about Asians with light hair?
Anyway, what about Asians with light hair?
Feeling Weighted Over
I have this strange feeling overcoming me after eating soup, Buffalo chicken strips with Jalepeno Monetery Jack Cheese, and Dill and Olive Oil Triscuits.. *burp* The soup isn't really as good as you'd think. I plan to go to Whole Foods soon. I guess I'll find vegetables, seeds, nuts, and other natural things. I don't have to have meat, maybe, but it's a supplement other than cheese.
Aftereffects
Why do things keep coming up as aftereffects?
Like, someone makes a move, and then they come up, and they come up with other people.
It makes me insane and feel like I'm hurting people. Like, all of a sudden I can't control a part of my thoughts.
It last for a long time, maybe 2 minutes.
Like, someone makes a move, and then they come up, and they come up with other people.
It makes me insane and feel like I'm hurting people. Like, all of a sudden I can't control a part of my thoughts.
It last for a long time, maybe 2 minutes.
I took down my pictures of me through the years but know of one picture I want to put up tomorrow, the day before my first day of pre-school, where I had a Raisin backpack. I was 3.
Also, I made a new page: http://www.facebook.com/EllensEnergyAdventure.
Also, I made a new page: http://www.facebook.com/EllensEnergyAdventure.
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